Strap In I’m Doing Makeup Telling Crazy Stories & Talking A Lot Of Shizzz

my son is to suck okay he had going on okay he had some going on and he was basically like oh uh yeah I changed my mind and I was like I hate you and everything that you represent talk about a lot guys uh today's going to be chaos I feel like that's a that's an omen that's a chaos Omen right there um I um I've been sick for like two weeks I'm still stuffed up and coughing but I'm feeling a lot better I want to just chill like I want to just chill so if you're looking for a video this is going to be a long one all right so just like strap in if you're looking for a video to get ready to this is going to be the one cuz I uh have some new stuff that I want to try I have the new Bailey seran uh Melt Cosmetics palette look at these colors fabulous fantastic stunning gorgeous I love um and I just want to I just want to do my makeup do use a bunch of random [ __ ] and talk some okay so that's what we're going to do today sorry sorry that I'm so still so stuffed up it has literally been two full weeks it's insane it's like the sickest I've been in I don't even know how long um so I'm not going to talk super like in depth about the products but obviously everything will be linked down below I'm going to um I'm going to start off with my eyes because these are some pigmented Shadows you guys pigmented Shadows um I'm also trying different um different products for my what am I trying to say for my um skin prep so I'll keep you posted on that glowing right now pretty happy with it you know nose a little bit red but you know just how it goes um I'm actually going to use a little bit of the Smashbox primerizer just to hydrate around my nostrils cuz I can't even tell you how many tissues I've gone through it's been obscene if any of you guys have gotten a cold recently basically don't don't get sick okay cuz there's like a long ass cold going around and it is insane um all right so I what's today today is Monday maybe um and I got sick like literally two weeks ago I think was the first uh like the first like hint hint of it my boyfriend my boyfriend is the reason that I get sick because he travels for work pretty often and he also works in like a gigantic office with like 500 people so if I'm ever sick it's because of him cuz I don't I basically don't leave my house um so he got sick and um and I was feeling like I wasn't going to get it I was feeling good I was feeling like I wasn't going to get it was feeling healthy uh some time had gone by and you know he got like a little bit of a sore throat and then he was really congested did and like all that and I was like I think I I think I might actually I might actually miss this one and I was really nervous when he got a sore throat because like sinus stuff that's like what that stuff destroys me like I don't know why I don't know what it is but my sinuses suck my sinuses suck okay I actually do have some theories which is um we might talk about that later on but uh but yeah like throat stuff throat like strep um strep tonsilitis sentis all that I'm so susceptible too but some days were going by and I was like oh maybe I'm not going to get this and like Tuesday two weeks ago on Tuesday I was like oh maybe I'm not going to or no two Yeah Tuesday night two weeks ago I was like I was like oh I have like a I woke up with like a you know when you get that tickle in your throat and it's just a tickle it's just a tickle but you wake up and it makes you cough you know sometimes that happens because like I live in LA it's very dry here I like to sleep with the window open so you know there might be um just like a little bit of dry air you breathe in you cough a little bit so I was like no no no it's fine it's fine my boyfriend was like oh my God you're getting sick I was like no no no no no no no no no I'm fine um and then I felt okay Wednesday during the day he left for he left for a trip um like that evening and I felt okay Wednesday during the day but I went for a drive I can't remember where I went to get some coffee maybe and when I got back I was like I'm starting to feel a little achy starting to feel a little bit achy just like tired you know just like a little exhausted not quite 100% which is always oh should I pluck my brows yeah probably which of these tweezers don't suck this brow is unruly um anyway so I yeah I was starting to just just feel a little bit achy and um and then it was like a slow progression like a super slow progression into the worst I don't even want to say sore throat because it wasn't sore it was on fire like on fire when I looked in my throat you guys ever have like um strep or tonsilitis or something and like your tonsils are swollen and you get that like nasty white [ __ ] on it or whatever none of that okay my entire throat was like blood red and swollen like my throat was so swollen I could hardly like see anything it was crazy and the pain was like burning like burn like burning constantly for like I would say two straight days that burn was constant and unchanging and then when I would swallow I would get like a super intense like dagger like stabbing sharp pain so that was cool that was really cool um I didn't want to exist there was there was a time during that that I was like I would rather not be experiencing this currently um I tried to meditate that didn't really do much I unfortunately have not been training to be a monk um so I didn't have that down I didn't have that Mind Body Connection down um so I just kind of was like living with the pain constantly and like eating ice just sucking down ice like you would not believe uh because the hot liquids were not helping warm liquid was not helping it was just burning more and more and more but I have to say I did I do not believe since this it was by the way it was just a cold I went to Urgent Care and I got tested for everything and it was just a cold and I was like how how this is the worst cold I've ever had in my entire life entire fing life I have truly never been this sick from just a cold like I've had um I had really bad tonsilitis which I'm pretty sure was because of a mold problem in my apartment when I was living in West Hollywood and if I could sue them actually don't know if I can but I'm pretty sure that tare the reason that horrible company is the reason that I currently have all of these sensitivities to uh with my sinuses um anyway [ __ ] those people um I have been that sick when that happened that was horrendous but not from a cold never from a cold a couple days a couple days you know couple days of like a runny nose you know maybe you get a sore throat a little bit it's kind of annoying you drink some [ __ ] tea and bone broth and you're all good you know what I mean I did EV I did everything okay I don't want to hear I don't want to hear in the comments and I apologize my hostility is just um it's being directed towards whoever might be commenting um but I was just in so much pain I did everything you could do I drank 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