Reacting To & Recreating My Prom Look!

guys it's me Nikki I'm not ready for this video today Internet today we are going back to a day in my life that was so underwhelming the day where I missed the mark so badly today I am going back to the year where I had my prom alright so let me explain a few so recently I was changing laptops because the one I have been using was old and I had to move on to a newer better life while transferring all the files I saw this all of that when I saw those photos I was like oh she's come a long way she has made a couple of points and of course when I look at this photo I see a lot of change facially and when we look at the teeth like dr. app' thank you so much for changing my life cuz but once you go pass all of that and you go straight into the eye makeup look at just the makeup look in and of itself and those dead extensions girl what were you doing I feel like makeup is constantly evolving so I'm not saying that my makeup look was bad it definitely wasn't good either I have tried really really hard to find a close-up shot of the makeup but all I could find was this but I remember because I have hooded lids you don't really see what is going on on the lid but I remember that there was a 3d glitter and it was just a lot of smokiness and those stud extensions will haunt me for the rest of my life so for today's video I want to take a trip down memory lane and recreate my prom look but betta I am really excited about this I'm gonna be sharing some of your craziest prom stories as well as mine so if you're excited and then sit back relax and let's go alright so I am not wearing a stitch of makeup I'm just wearing moisturizer and it is time to pound on the glam baby so while looking at the base in my prom photo I see a lot of issues because back then I had no idea what primer was and even if there was a primer back then I don't think it's nearly half as revolutionized as primers are nowadays so primer was not part of my routine and when I see my face loose powder wasn't part of my routine how full coverage concealer never heard of her and just the overall complexion looks patchy and messy I'm so sorry and you guys know that I cannot live in a life that isn't primed I'm going in with one of my current favorites senti Beauty mattifying primer for foundation today I'm going to be using a mixture of these two right here this is the urban decay stay naked weightless liquid foundation up to 24 hour wear should have had that on my prom and the oume saywhat foundation too now you might be asking yourself Nicki why did you have such a bad time at prom it's not necessarily that I had a bad time it was just so underwhelming to me I live in the Netherlands and of course we celebrate prom where I feel like everybody celebrates prom but in here it is not like what it is in the states you know in the state's people go all out you know like prom is like a thing whereas here there's the prom and of course yes we all get dressed up and yes we have special cars to like drop us off but like it's not like the level of the states for me it was just a lot of like awkward things leading up to another so one of my high school best friends who is still one of my best friends nowadays her and I did everything together and don't ask me how but somehow we managed to not go to prom together of course we are in photos together and we like did the party together but we didn't end up in the car on our way to the prom together and up to this day we still don't know what exactly happened how that all happened but it happened so I had a mission to find myself prom date now boys were none of my interests like I was not interested in boys I was not interested in love like I have my youtube channel I was working on my career I was finding out about this whole new love for makeup and like I didn't care about love or Wars or whatsoever so I didn't want to go with a boy because I would probably just be irritated all night so I ended up going to prom with this other girl and to be honest we were friends for like a short year and I haven't talked to her ever since high school so like and everyone was like renting these like crazy cars and like everyone was like trying to one-up another and then here we have nikkietutorials not giving a damn hoot and asking mama tutorials with her then very Ratched green car to drop us off at the problem like it was so bad that it was good and we called it the green jewel alright so I'm also using this day naked concealer by Urban Decay to conceal but so I went with this girl with my mom's car the green jewel and it was so bad and once that is blended in to perfection it is turn to go in with a loose powder and set it and forget it now I wish I knew about loose powder during prom because I did not have a primer I set my face using a compact powder you guys know that after about three to four hours my face was slipping look if only I could go back in time and tell myself just set it with some loose powder or just like scrape off powder from that compact and create like a loose powder myself oh my makeup would have been a little bit better by the way before I continue this story can we just appreciate mom a tutorial sitting in their car and living for her daughter looking at those photos and seeing mama tutorial sitting there being so proud of me it just like it made me feel so good like I almost started crying I was like oh mom I love you so when I went to prom I definitely was on YouTube already I was already like uploading my videos trying to like create like a makeup life for myself and during those days if you've been around for a long time you know that hot Miami styles used to be a banger I don't even know if they're still around but like I was so heavily influenced by all the like beautiful girls wearing like these skimpy like short dresses and twere like this is a prom classic you need this it basically was a sequins like diamond bra with like a piece of fabric stuck to it which made up for like a flowy loose dress and that guy's was my prom dress that was it nothing out of more and looking back now I am like girl what is that dress like what is that dress well you know what shocked me the most and I know this video is about me recreating my my prom makeup look and trying to improve it but you know what shocked me the most and I'm about to get real for a second here I remember that time of my life where I was just so insecure about myself about my body about pretty much everything in my life I hate it my weight I hate it the way my body looked you know I was a very insecure teen and now looking back at that photo it shows me that it was never about my weight about my body because when I look back at my body at prom I was banging do you see those legs do you see those petite arms it was never about my body it was all about what was in here and I wish I could go back in time and tell myself then wow that was unexpected I wish I could go back in time and jus