I Wasn’t Accepted By My Entire Family… Pride With

guys it's me villainous shoulders tutorials a couple of days ago over on all my social media accounts I asked you guys to send in your pride makeup looks because if there's anything I love doing is using my platform to support other artists and I've been doing that using my Instagram story takeovers where so many incredible artists have taken over my stories and have shown their art but today I wanna go the extra mile so after I saw James Charles recreating his followers makeup looks I was like ah that's what I want to do to to be able to use my platform and get other names out there cuz lord knows this community needs some your names so I asked you guys and let me tell you the replies to the tweet have been in saying I have seen talent upon Talent upon talent and they're simply put were too many incredible iconic looks to choose from but for today I have decided to go with this look by Ellis Atlantis and oh my god just oh my god so I really want to do my spin on that use him as an inspiration and see what I can come up with and not only am i doing that look today I'm also talking about pride the lgbtq+ family me entering the rainbow family it's about to get very colorful up in here let's go alright as always not to prime is a crime I'm going in with this this is the Mac prep and Primus getting refined zone treatment this is really really strong at keeping oils that Bates a good primer clearly maybe it's not that clear I already blocked out my brows so those are pushed up and ready to get covered I am now gonna use a little bit of color correction underneath my eyes to get rid of my lack of sleep I am using the Charlotte Tilbury mm car crafters now if you're celebrating pride at home please don't celebrate it out in public and you know we still have a pandemic going on and you are looking for some makeup and sperm because there were so many options to choose from when it comes to the pry it looks that you guys sent in I also did a look on Instagram looks like this so if you want to see a little quick tutorial on that head over to Instagram at Niki tutorials so Ellis looks like a beautiful blank canvas underneath the colors and the artwork so I'm gonna go with the most heavy-duty foundation that I know of and that by far is the jaw vs place I am magic foundation I'm going to be using a little bit of a lighter color I'm using 730 as always if you love to this place and you want to save some money you can use discount code Nicki act check out this coverage is insanity it is in sane while I apply my foundation let's look at a couple of your questions Melia is asking I know it was painful in the beginning of the year for you but are you glad it happened this is a really beautiful of a difficult question to answer because let's put it like this I didn't come out under my own timing I was forced out and forcing a come out is never ever acceptable and I'm afraid by me saying that oh my god yes it changed my life and I finally feel so free that it almost would approve what my blackmailer did to me it has been really liberating it has been so freeing to not have a care in the world like and you guys notice it in the videos too like I see you commenting it all the time you're like you are happier than normal you are like more radiant and more you compare to before and I definitely agree with that you know I feel like all all boundaries are lifted for me like I can feel like I can finally be 100% myself but in no way am I saying that my blackmailer did the right thing because I had to come up by my own timing not my blackmailers if I look at myself today I'm happy if you loved I feel welcomed by most of you and I feel like the most heaviest weight has been lifted off my shoulders and that is that was a good thing for me and my health okay this is scary I'm wearing lighter contact my brows are gone hmm let's move on make a bite arash I hope I'm saying that okay so what is your favorite and disliked thing in this whole world and by this whole world I'm assuming the rainbow family we're concealing by the way I think my favorite thing about this rainbow family is the unity we have together it's like oh we're all in this together like I love this sort of like unwritten rule of like fighting for each other but on the other hand it kind of goes with one of my dislike things about this is that we need more attention for certain groups in our rainbow family black trans lives need more love lockable trans women need more love when I came out the number one comment was oh my god I never would have guessed and even though I am very aware that it's coming from a good place you're also saying wow but if you work lockable this would have been a different situation I have the luxury of having a very supportive mama tutorials who supported me in all my decisions but not everybody has that option not everybody has that choice so we need to be open and respectful and welcoming to those who started their journey a little bit later on okay now let's bake that cake okay to kind of get where I'm going let me do one eye off-camera so I know exactly what to tell you when I do the other eyes here we have one eye and a brow honey a brow so let's get to that first of course I covered my brow using a glue stick cover that up and concealer set it with powder so now we can create any type of brow that we want and since this is a pop art look we want this to be very cartoonish so I want the front of the brow to be rounded so I'm searching for a brush that kind of gives me that shape in one go so you want to flatten it as much as you can then pick up your black eyeshadow and you almost want to like stamp in the front of the brow using this shape of the brush so it gives you that round effect once you have the front of that brow II can hop over to a regular brow brush and just fill in the shape how you like it now it's pop art with a little bit of drag and lots of pride so we can we can get a Braille on okay now that is what I call a brow okay now that the brow is on it is time to play with our shadows so there's gonna be multiple colors on the face underneath the pop art so this eye is blue and I was like you know what trends let's do the other eye pink the pallidum we'll be using today is might be perfect cosmetics this is the carnival extra-large Pro palette in collaboration with a Stacey Marie you get all these beautiful shades okay so before we do that though prime Verena asks are people still calling you heat and what do you do about it especially when it happens in person I mean some people are definitely still calling me he it's mostly by older white men who are too scared that their masculinity will be affected by us and what I do about it won't nothing much because there's not a lot you can do with people like that it's like talking to a wall people like that will not be educated thave their opinions and they're gonna stick with it you know simply put tjust don't have the range to