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I'm back so I haven't filmed in a month like a month exactly and it's it feels weird like it feels very weird uh hi thanks for bearing with me while I took a took a month took a month off essentially um it ended up not being at all the way that I pictured it and that ended up being kind of a good thing I just want to like for my first video back I just want to like do my makeup and talk to you guys about my month of June I'm going to Vibe this is going to be a voice over just so you guys know I'm going to Vibe out I'm going do my makeup and I'm going to chat to you guys okay look at my nails aren't tpretty they're that oh they're that same oh they're the same brand but I always the cheap one from Amazon BTR art box but I mixed two different styles so these these the nude ones with the gold like cuticle thingy are one are one style and then I picked these up the little like green and gold situations and I just like mix them up cuz I'm a fancy little Bish I love it all right anyway uh makeup so I just kind of want to talk to you guys about like what my plan was for my month off of June versus how it ended up going um my suggestion cuz this is going to be very rambly I'm not talking through the makeup look the products will be linked down below um but I'm not going to be talking about my technique my suggestion was just listen to the audio if you want to watch the tutorial you can uh I'm just going to be sitting here you know chatting so if you want to go for a walk or go outside or go to a coffee shop or something you just like don't even need to look at the screen okay um so for those of you who don't know if you didn't see the last video that I uploaded over a month ago at this point my original plan was to take the month of June off to work on One Singular video that I have been wanting to do for a while the reason that I haven't done it is just because I it was going to take a lot more time it was going to be a lot longer a lot more comprehensive uh and I also wanted to do um more with the editing so that was my initial plan now I vastly underestimated the amount of time that I would need that I would need um for that and that's what we'll get into uh but that first month I thought like okay I'm going to take June like thinking about it like four weeks doesn't that feel like forever when I say four weeks it feels like forever it's really not that long the first week I decided I'm just going to take this week to creatively reset and so uh despite having to do a little bit of work um which is just you know just how life is to do a little bit but for the most part all I did was focus on doing design uh decluttering Decor stuff around my apartment things that I had been wanting to do for a really long time things that have been bugging me uh just making things like the design in my apartment a little bit more cohesive I wanted to have a creative outlet that wasn't going to be filmed like I really didn't want to film it um and you know what's funny it would have been amazing content because I did so much and I think I did like a lot to really create just like a more not only cohesive but like comfortable space that looks like a home um and I love it I love it so much however during that week uh the beginning of the week I would say maybe like the first three days it was very liberating like extremely liberating to have this creative outlet that was just me doing things without thinking about it really you know um I didn't have like a I didn't really have a plan it was kind of I was just going and I wasn't filming anything it had nothing to do with what I do on the regular for work uh it didn't it wasn't a pressure like um you know me painting where it's something that I've done for years or haven't done for years I'm really rusty about I'm a little insecure about recently it was just like it's my home you know no one is judging this except me um it also very funny to have my boyfriend come home and be like what is happening in here that was great um then after about four or five days it started to become a compulsion and I kind of got to the point where I was waking up every morning looking at things and being like I okay I have to get this done today if I don't I'm going to be super disappointed in myself there was one night I remember um this was actually after I had that realization that I that it had become a compulsion and it wasn't it was no longer something healthy for me and it was become it was kind of like torturing me where I expressed this to my boyfriend I was like I okay now I know I need to take a break from this because it's no longer like liberating and now it's like becoming a prison just like I kind of do with a lot of things we were sitting at the couch watching TV and I was looking at this like painting this like PR that I had on the wall that I wanted to do something I wanted to change the frame I wanted to do these things we were watching some show and I could not focus on the show at all because I just kept looking over at this thing that was to the right of me and I was like I'm not I like need to do this despite having said I need to take a break this is no longer a good thing for me and the next day even though I told my boyfriend I was like I'm not doing this anymore he came home and I was on my hands and knees and I was like painting the frame and I had the whole thing taken apart part so that's how that week went um basically I came to the conclusion throughout this month that a feeling that I am always trying to prevent myself from feeling is feeling uncomfortable um it kind of sums up everything that's wrong with me I learned there there's some things that I don't know that I've ever necessarily shared probably haven't because like why would these ever come up but um I have to wash the dishes before tgo in the dishwasher like I have to fully wash them before tgo in the dishwasher um I will change my outfit multiple times because I feel uncomfortable in whatever I'm wearing so I have to find the thing that might that hopefully will make me feel comfortable um or else I'm not going to do the thing or go to the thing or leave the apartment or you know be able to sit down and watch TV and relax because this thing is on my mind uh I have very much a things have to be just right and obviously tnever are because nothing will ever be um just right and even if it happens just right that one time you just end up kind like constantly chasing that thing it's like a drug that keeps you in a Perpetual state of anxiety uh so I've learned these things about myself over this month um I guess I'm curious how this relates to you guys I can imagine that a lot of people can relate to this um for me obviously the constant output of videos uh probably isn't relatable to you but I'm sure that there are some aspects that you can relate to I I for instance the Perpetual state of anxiety I was very anxious about taking this month off because I just f

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