Grwm: Maddison Brae Spironolactone…other Stuff

okay um okay so this is really annoying i got a new monitor and it doesn't tell me if i'm recording how long i've been recording or and i can't see my mic levels either so um let's just test this out basically i have to leave in like an hour um i'm meeting up with a friend for lunch and i thought that i would just like film and get ready with me uh i look wet because my skin's been insanely dry recently um i just had a dermatologist appointment and she was like maybe just like do the prescription onexton or whatever it's called every other day because it's definitely been drying out my skin um but whatever anyway i don't know if you guys can see this like peeling skin down here i'm like really trying to avoid that anyway i want to do something like especially since i have like no time just quick and fresh looking so oh wait do i have my where are my sponges oh my god i didn't grab my sponges oh just like where did i put them because they're not in the bathroom where i washed them of course they're on the ground like how did that even happen that must have been ziva all right that's really annoying uh okay so jesus mess one thing that's very annoying is sunscreen really gets caught in my like hair just kind of like bunches up in that area it's very irritating so i prepped my skin sunscreen and such you know moisturizer that kind of stuff i'm probably gonna like not i mean most of this is just gonna be like the stuff that i usually do you know so i'm probably going to go through it pretty quick this is obviously my like la girl color corrector i just love um i love get ready with me videos because i can see like first of all how someone gets ready and like uh when thave like no time which i always do i always do to myself uh unless it's like an event or something where i'm like no i'm gonna be wearing a full face of makeup and then i need like three hours to get ready so that i'm not rushing myself uh okay i'm gonna go in with a little bit of my um rare beauty foundation and i kind of just want like a you know very basic lightweight application so i'm just popping it on i'm gonna go in with my sponge i was considering using a brush because i wanted like very lightweight application and that's usually like when i like to use a brush but my skin's been so dry uh because it's just kind of like adjusting to the nextin i guess it's called i just found out today i had a dermatology appointment like literally an hour ago um just kind of like following up it was weird because i i got like on my um update video for my like skin or whatever my like um yeah my skincare update video i had so many so many people being like like telling me what i'm doing wrong and all this stuff and like one person in particular that just kind of like stood out to me twere like because i was getting temple my temple breakouts which are hormonal by the way like tthey're not always hormonal but these are tcan be like stuff around like your chin and like apparently like around your temples and cheeks and stuff can be hormonal and um because i was getting those people were like your dermatologist is doing something wrong and i was like bro i've been had literally one appointment like i just got prescribed to this stuff like you have to like use it to see if it works yeah i just have like this really dry skin over here that's pretty irritating like uh the last two weeks my skin has just kind of been um this is the color science hydrating mist it has a weird smell but i feel like it does a pretty decent job um the last couple weeks my i feel like my skin's just been like very slowly shedding especially like around here oh my it's on the ground like how does this happen it has a flat bottom i keep putting it down on the bottom and then it falls man mess absolute mess i'm gonna use my coast sauce concealer um i'm meeting up with my friend phoebe you guys may have at least heard her name before because um she's a makeup artist and uh we used to like always go to events together um so you may have seen her like in my instagram stories but she's like an amazing makeup artist and she does a lot of like photo shoots and celebrity she's like one of the first people that i met in l.a just like so nice she's from new zealand which is like something that because she's an accent so like i but for whatever reason i always forget until i see her and then i'm like oh yeah you're from new zealand but anyway she does like amazing amazing work and she works with like some incredible people um i literally haven't seen her in [ __ ] i i don't know like it feels like two years since this whole debacle you know i'm like turning my sponge around to it because i'm realizing i won't like know hardly any makeup on because i'm gonna wear sunglasses like i just don't i don't need a lot of coverage now i'm going to go back in with my coast concealer like around my temples anyway so it's going to be nice to like it's very um i mean it's la it's just like nice out oh i'm testing out my having my microphone in a different spot because i usually it's a lav and or lav or whatever you say lavalier and uh i usually have it on my shirt um but i feel like that that like picks up all of the like mouth sounds that people hate and in other news like i'm pretty sure that i'm just a person who like makes a lot of those noises like i can't really i don't know people are like your mouth is too wet your mouth is too dry and i'm like i do no matter what i do like i drink water and it still happens and i'm like and then i try to like dry it out and it still happens and i'm just like i guess we're just gonna have to deal with it i don't anyway i was gonna get a new microphone and i'm realizing that like i was doing a voiceover for this thing um i was using a and it was a different mic and i was like i think that's just my [ __ ] mouth i think that's just the sound that i make like i don't think i have that much control over it unfortunately so to all of the people who have um is it misophonia misophonia the fear of like sounds or whatever or like sensitivity to certain sounds i don't i can't remember what it is um i apologize i'm just like how much do i want to do today i'm gonna go in and do a tiny bit of like ish with my rare beauty concealer like in here it's tough when you like just don't know like how much you want to do you know what i mean i think i'm just going to keep it like right there just a little bit of highlighting underneath my eyes i am going to bring back the um like basics the absolute basics videos that i was doing i have to pick up like with contour and somebody wanted to see eyeliner so i'm gonna do that soon i think i'm gonna film that probably tomorrow actually just my my weeks have been kind of messed up recently with like appointments and also just like lack of motivation i don't know about you guys i'm honestly i'm over summer i like i'm feeling just too pressured to like go out and do things because it's like n