Finally Uploading My Under Eye Filler Update..

um okay so filler update this is not how i was expecting this to go i was hoping that um by the time i was uploading this video i would have already seen a doctor and would have maybe some more like medical advice or opinions on this situation um unfortunately with the quarantine it just looks like that's not going to happen for a lot longer and i know a lot of you guys been asking so i wanted to give you an update um i am going to be popping in clips with the dates so that you can see kind of how it's progressed basically for those of you who don't know i got filler underneath my eyes to fill in the hollows and minimize the dark circles that i have about i want to say it's like between a year and a half and two years ago now but um i will pop in the exact date that i did it i gotta look back cannot remember it's basically gone i have to make kind of like a crazy face for you to see i don't even know if you can really like tell but like when i make this crazy face i'm gonna go like that um this area is still like there's a tiny bit here and then there's a time a little bit more right in here i started to have some adverse effects i i want to say it was in december last december so december of 2019 and i will insert photos so you can see what i'm talking about basically uh i started getting this like weird it looked like a welt and it was red and puffy and it didn't itch or anything it didn't really i can't remember if it hurt actually one of the clips would probably tell you i honestly can't remember but it was unattractive and it was really hard to cover so i was really worried i didn't know what was happening i thought it was a reaction to an eye cream or something and uh it took me a really long time to figure out what was happening uh i mean i'm still complete like not completely clear on it because i haven't spoken to a doctor yet i can kind of tell just by like what i was experiencing but that's what it was kind of like the filler breaking down and sort of a weird reaction that my body was having to it i guess we'll jump into the clips we'll let them speak for themselves all right i literally sat down to film my concealers three what was that my concealers three video basically where i like compare different concealers for dark circles i did a little update on my filler video like in the description and i think i also put in a comment just for like new viewers i am having some [ __ ] happening to my face do you see this dryness that's happening over here um basically what's been happening recently is my filler is dissolving on its own just like very slowly this side has been such a [ __ ] problem it blows up it gets swollen it hurts it gets all red now um i don't know if it's because my body is breaking down the hyaluronic acid but i've been getting what looks like milia i think it's called little like bumps i have one right here that i can feel like i can pull on it but then even on this side which hasn't been as much of a problem i don't know if you guys can see them i still have i'm getting these like little bumps what i think happened is i got sick for a little while i had a fever i had some kind of a virus and whenever i have a virus or i'm sick basically your body your immune system is like trying to attack the things that shouldn't be there so sometimes when i get sick my body would have a reaction to the filler and it would swell up and be really uncomfortable now i've had three appointments with them but that was like way long ago nobody told me about that um i feel like kind of an idiot because i feel like i didn't do the correct research at first i thought it was an eye cream that was causing it and now i'm figuring out that it is actually my filler basically what i want to do is go to someone else and get another professional's opinion i just want to do a consultation see what twould have to say about like what's happening did this guy [ __ ] it up did he do it wrong honestly this side was always a problem i just kind of had this like tiny little pocket of the filler in this area and i never liked it and even though i went back three times to try and like even it out uh he got the side pretty decent like that looks normal and it's it's uh dissolving fairly well it looks natural you can't really see you know anything i don't really have like a whole lot of complaints about this one but this one's always been [ __ ] up so anyway this is basically going to be my update on getting filler and i wanted to check in really quickly i want to tell you what the date is because i don't know how long this whole situation is gonna be i don't know when i'm gonna be able to make an appointment today is february 28th so i'm hoping that i can film my concealers video soon it's probably i mean hopefully it's up before this [ __ ] video is up uh but yeah so we'll see all right so i wanted to give you a little update today is march 20th basically the filler that i got has been rapidly dissolving it's just kind of like on its way out for those of you who don't know it is a hyaluronic acid filler it's hyaluronic acid which your body breaks down naturally so just quickly this little spot right here um this and then this have nothing to do with that it's an allergic reaction that i had to my cat cause i am allergic to cats believe it or not i also have a hive happening on my lip which is thanks for the cats anyway quickly i don't know how well you can see but it is pretty much gone from like this area right in here if i make this face usually you can like tell and i kind of turn there's a little bit in here still that's on its way out this is completely gone though and this side it's a little bit more he did a little bit more even compared to the side i never liked this side uh so it is uh fading a little bit more evenly but there's a tiny bit more here i think back in december i got this kind of like little hive underneath this eye and i didn't know what the hell was causing i thought it was an eye cream at the time and then it lasted for maybe a couple weeks and then it went away i stopped using the eye cream and it went away so i don't know if there was some kind of a reaction with that that kind of like i don't know exacerbated whatever the hell was happening with the under eye filler i don't know went away didn't think about it really came back ended up being a lot worse i did not enjoy it i couldn't do my makeup anything it hurt it was very tender i called the place that i got my filler l.a beauty skin center talked to well sorry i dm'ed them tcalled me left a message the doctor called me back and he was basically like very nonchalant about it which i didn't like he was kind of like give me a call and i'll let you know or i'll tell you how to make that stop and i was kind of like what like this shit's normal so i ended up calling uh i did a bunch of research i found this guy who like this is the sh this is what he does he um is an expert i don't in like uh i do