Confronting James Charles Why He Rejected Me!

oh guys it's me nikki today i am here to do a story time about how james charles the one and only james charles rejected me a couple of weeks ago james snapchat of me and he was like i want you to draw my makeup look for me so me being in the middle of a restaurant i was like okay um okay sure my dinner's right there but i'm gonna do it for you baby so i came up with this really fun purple blue polka dot realness fantasy and i was like oh my god can't wait to see it on his face and then a couple of days ago james uploaded his my friends draw my makeup look video and i'm so honored because finally charlie d'amilio dixie demilio larae and myself have something in common we got rejected by james charles james ended up going for four incredible other looks and the rest of us were left hanging no i'm kidding this video is all in good fun of course because basically what i want to be doing today is recreate my own look that i created for james's video because i really had so much fun drawing it in snapchat making it fun and yes at the end of this video i will facetime james charles to see how he responds to my rejection and to this look let's go all right let's get this polka dot realness started oh my god wait i got to do my before for the tick tock by the way if you're not following me on tick tock i'm almost at 1 million followers and it's like having a new baby that's growing up and i'm so proud and it's so much fun and it has totally sparked my interest for makeup times 10 because i feel like i'm re-inspired again so let me just let me just do a before i came yes the first thing i'm gonna do is prime because not too prime is a crime and i'm using the prep and prime uh mac skin refined zone treatment for foundation i'm taking the makeup revolution xx double x i don't know the name of this the foundation looks like this i think the color is fx1 oh by the way your girl got a brand new piercing this baby right here i got it a couple of days ago and i am living for it i honestly felt like this this is like my show ear and this is like my basic [ __ ] ear and with this ear i feel like there was emptiness right there in the center so no more honestly this foundation slaps honey oh i didn't color correct jesus for concealer i'm using the marc jacobs accomplice concealer honestly such a bear all right and then using some loose powder i'm just gonna set my entire face okay i'm gonna do my brows off camera and i'll be right back okay darling brows are on and looking very snatched and in place and now it is time to do the first polka dot eye and um i must say that the color that i chose in my snapchat i've never seen in an actual shadow in real life so i'ma try something else before we get to any shadows though it is time to prime the lid and i am using the nars soft matte complete concealer in light one the first color i'm gonna go in with is by the juvia's place zulu palette and i'm taking this purple and i did wing that shape out quite a bit so let's just start off with that right away grab the look by the balls and show it who's boss and then we're gonna drag it into the lid drag it in there see the shape we're just going to move this along all the way towards the inner portion of that crease but see how by just taking a bigger brush and just softly sketching that shape in it already does have to work for you beating the system okay we're gonna bring this inwards oh yes bring it in here okay okay okay and basically once i have that shape whatever is left in the brush i just start applying soft circular motions to the edge to diffuse everything and make it soft and it's it's really doing it with the lipstick okay with a little bit of a fluffier brush i'm taking the ace beauty slice of paradise palette and i'm taking a mixture of these two right here like i said that purple that i drew in snapchat i've never seen them in real life so i'm just gonna make it more pink and we're just gonna haze out that outer edge slightly nothing crazy just a little smudge of pink and i actually envisioned the lid just being one color and then the polka dots adding the contrast so i'm just taking that same purple that we started off with and i'm just gonna literally smack this on top of the lid then on this bare inner corner a pop of bright yellow oh oh my god i love that oh my god yes that is everything itchy nose from excitement i think let's do the polka dots last so we're moving on to the lower lash line i'm grabbing a liquid eyeliner to extend the inner corner of my eye going back in with that purple vegevious place and just smacking it on that lower lash line on the outer corner and connecting it to the top portion here just swooping it in and then i'm hopping over to a bright ass royal blue let's change things up a little bit a pop of liquid white liner right here in between that gap and then let's polka dot it out i've never tried polka dots on the lid because usually i just slap rhinestones on so i think my technique for today is to grab my liquid white liner and sort of paint the top of a small eyebrow pencil lid and then stamp that onto the eye please don't feel please don't fail i mean sort of oh my god oh my god this doesn't feel right not the greatest well okay something obviously needs to happen because this is not it that looks so bad it looks really bad okay is it time to just stick rhinestones on this i think it's time it looks so bad i think i'm making it worse oh that's terrible okay you know what i'm gonna do my other eye and pop some big lashes on and that will save this okay the eyes are done and oh my god in the end i love it it looks nothing like my inspiration picture these are definitely not polka dots but it's giving you the vibe of the photo and i'm here for it i'm living for it james is gonna read my ass when he sees this okay it is time to get this face together and complete the look and eventually end up with a smile on our face okay i'm just going to take my bronzer i already did my forehead a little bit because of the hair situation but we're just going to warm up the face even more in chisel for blush darling i'm going into the lunar beauty moon prism blush palette i have been loving this right here and i usually take these two colors right next to each other and go to town nose like how am i able to breathe it is snatched there is something so magical and like laid back but really not being laid back at all about having like a full crazy makeup look and then a hoodie it's like so casually slaying everyone in the room or anybody who's watching you it's like oh yeah i didn't try at all but then the face says okay then for highlighter i have just been obsessed with space baby the one i created myself in collaboration with ofra it is a purple blue reflex it is stunning and it will go perfectly with these crazy eyes so let's hit it it's just it never gets old every time i put this on i'm like all we need is like a juicy fresh lip okay so i'm