Personal Get Ready With Me – Glow Around The World: The Hamptons

guys and welcome to a brand spankin new video today as you can see I am NOT in my usual setup item actually in the Hamptons with me this is so crazy exciting to me because this is actually the start of a brand new series on my channel here I want to introduce you to my newest series glow around the world as you know if you follow me on Twitter and snapchat you see that I'm pretty much on a plane every other week and I love sharing my journey with you and like my stories so I was like why not bring out my setup and film on location all throughout the world and chitchat and get ready and talk about life these are like the perfect videos to put on in the morning and do our makeup together and it's just here to chill and to get to know each other a little bit better so without any further ado I'm gonna go right ahead and do my makeup I have a lot of new Maybelline stuff here so I am gonna be trying a lot of it out I don't know if it's gonna work out for me but we'll see and we're just just gonna go for a nice glam look alright so first I'm gonna prime using the jae-hwan jelly pack there is nothing like it it is makeup glue gonna follow that up using a little bit of the morphe spray look this stuff so recently my dark circles have been out of this world I've been traveling so much where my dark circles are now at a point where it looks crazy so I'm gonna try this out it's my first time trying it it is called the Maybelline master camo and number 50 it is an apricot color for dark circles for light to medium skin tones so right on dark I need this I never do this that this feels really weird for me my life has been pretty damn crazy lately it's been a ride there has been a lot of ups and downs for sure and it's like hard for me to talk about personal stuff because I consider myself a private when you meet me I'm an open book like when I go into a friendship I give it my all like I tell it my all like I give you my everything but you know with you I make thee I make the decision to keep it all a little bit more on the down low like I never was one to like do a lot of vlogging or share my personal life that much because I feel like there's such a fine line between sharing about your life and it becoming something way more than that and it's just not for me I like my privacy I like having a life that doesn't have to be documented every single move so opening up for me on camera is is hard and that's why my channel I guess has always sticked to makeup tutorials or or pretty much anything makeup related like it was very hard for me to like add in a little bit of a personal touch in there I'm starting to get better at it because I feel confident enough to share with you all because first of all I have the most amazing followers out there you guys are so supportive you lift me up you you don't let me talk [ __ ] about myself like you are always there to you know lift me up and show me a more positive and brighter outlook and I love you for that thank you so much you know if it wasn't for you guys I I would be nowhere like this would not be my life this would not even be reality it would just be a dream and stay a dream personal life has been up and down between Rick and I everything is amazing I love this man so much like I can't imagine life without him like even saying this I'm like what if we one day I don't hope so but what if one day we break up and I see this video in like Nikki you never should have opened up about that you two kept your mouth shut didn't say a thing but you know what it's part of a journey my family however if you've been following me for a little bit on my channel I did share with you that my little stepbrother had cancer and it's been a long long journey and it's it's I feel so weird to talk about this openly but like it's been a very long journey and he has a very special kind of cancer a type of cancer that is hard-to-treat it's a shitty type of cancer any type of cancer is shitty this is like the point – extra shitty one and he battled cancer for about a year and things were amazing he cleared up he was totally clean after about a year and a half of fighting like a champ he is so strong and this is where it gets a little you know emotional for me we found out that the cancer is back and I don't want to cry about it we found out that the cancer is back but he is so strong and it just it inspires me so much because he's so chill about it he's like yeah I got cancer but I beat it last time so I'm gonna do that again I got this one in the back I'm strong I got this and I'm gonna show cancer that I'm the [ __ ] boss seeing how strong he is and so fearless you're like where's his boat little head with so much pride he's like I want people to know that I'm fighting this and it's it's so in spirit like that little boy is stronger than any person I've ever met in my life before blending this in before it dries up and like I'm plucked and he just started his chemo again and he's taken it like a champ and tdid two scans already and tsaw improvement so tsaw that the tumor is shrinking again which of course is incredible news but this is only the start and we're not there yet they're gonna set my on her eyes with the new fit me powder real quick this job has been amazing so let's go a little patrick star right now and set this face in this Hamptons heat and that actually brings me to another fun opportunity I got contacted by a new sort of website it's called fan tube and basically what it is is a website where you can buy or win a personal video message from your favorite creators so I signed up and basically what it is is there's an auction so you can bid on a personalized like video message by your favorite critic so let's say if you bid on an auction with me if you're the winner so it's kind of like eBay if you're a winner you will get a personal message from me in a video and you will get it sent live to you and then you can record your reaction and then I can see your reaction once you've like watched it and it's just a very very cool opportunity and I love that to kind of connect with all of you but here's what really did it for me all proceeds go to charity and for charity I went for [ __ ] and [ __ ] in Holland where I live is a charity for children with cancer I mean if that doesn't need home hard enough I don't know what will so basically if you win or you donate your money into the auction all money will go to [ __ ] for children with the cancer so ultimately it's it's kind of helping my little brother so I'll definitely leave a little link down below so you can bid on my auction and I can send you a personalized video message and I'll put all the info down below okay on to brighter things I'm in the Hamptons it's freaking incredible I don't think I've ever seen such a beautiful house and this bathroom to be here with Maybelline which is such a huge brand twere literally like if you want to spend this week in your bed you know catch